Friday, October 2, 2009

The Stunning Healing of Forgiveness ...


When trying to understand the nature of our God, and thinking about how this seemingly impossible gift of Salvation can be free; yet another free gift appears on the horizon – forgiveness.  So perhaps if we can understand what impact forgiveness has in our lives, we might better understand the Salvation we have been given.

The first thing to examine regarding forgiveness is the act that requires it.  There are times, circumstances, and periodic direct actions of others that lead to us being hurt.  Someone does something that injures us.  There is no dispute that we have been wounded by this act.  In our minds at least, we have suffered ‘unjustly’, there is no reason for this injury – at least no good or acceptable reason.  The perpetrator is clearly in the wrong.  And we have the ‘right’ to be unhappy about this incident.  We now have a candidate for forgiveness.

Then there is the perceived motive of the perpetrator that seems to factor into our forgiveness.  For example, a 2yr old child runs over your foot with their Big-Wheel tricycle by accident.  They immediately apologize.  Do you accept this, or decide to hold it against them for the remainder of their lives?  Sound silly doesn’t it, the 2yr old is less likely to have laid out an elaborate plan to run over your foot, their motives are in fact pure, this was merely an accident.  The fault is still theirs, but the motive lacks malice.  But unfortunately most acts done against us are not accidents; they are calculated and implemented in the best interest of someone else, and to our detriment.  The perpetrator may later regret this decision, even without being confronted with it, but not always.  Sometimes we just seem to have enemies (a person or group of people seemingly devoted to our constant pain, subjugation, and failure).

Then comes the acknowledgement of the offense, that factors into the common version of forgiveness.  At some point the perpetrator realizes they have committed an offense against us, and becomes regretful of this choice and action.  When this occurs, they tend to seek us out and offer an apology.  Human nature tends to be bold when committing an offense (i.e. not so shy to do it in public), but timid when it comes to seeking an apology (i.e. usually sought in private, away from public eyes, as this process is considered humiliating).  This offer of an apology is a recognition they have committed a wrong action against us, or it is not real.  Forcing someone to apologize teaches little, helping them understand the impact of their actions is probably more effective.

All these preliminaries go in to the setting the stage for forgiveness.  But what does forgiveness really mean?  It actually means that once the act against us has been felt, we realize we have been hurt, we have a choice about how we respond to it.  We can either let it go (offering forgiveness), or hold on to it looking for justice.  Self-interest would demand justice.  Wanting to ‘get-even’ is a very common emotional response.  This is after all, only fair.  Clearly we have been wronged.  And people so often misquote scripture by using the text “an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a life for a life” this is merely a definition of justice, not a prescription for recommended outcomes.  Forgiveness then, is aware that justice has NOT been served.  If we are to forgive this action against us, we are not still seeking to get-even.  In fact we are effectively dismissing the act without seeking a punitive response.  In this sense, forgiveness overrides justice.  It is grace without merit.

People who seek justice for being wronged seldom find satisfaction.  The reasons are complex but most often is that they judge the perpetrator’s motives sometimes more harshly than what is real.  Then the punishment never seems to be enough to fit the crime.  Consider for a minute that you have suffered the worst of crimes; someone has just killed a close loved-one to you.  Do you decide different punishments based on different motives?  If the killer shot your loved one, while trying to kill another, do you lessen the punishment?  What if the ‘killer’ was actually a police officer trying to stop a serial killer and simply missed hitting your loved one.  Does your demand for justice now require the life of this police officer who has made the worst of all mistakes? 

But if the shooter who killed your loved one was ‘Ted Bundy’, it seems much more likely to demand he be executed for killing your loved one, even if he shot them by accident, since he was convicted of killing many others on purpose.  Herein the text we quote is seldom used “a life for a life” – we seldom demand the life of a police officer who makes a mistake – but usually seek the life of an accused murderer as our form of ‘justice’.  Both their actions were the same, why does our sense of justice vary?  Then too, as horrific as it sounds, we have as a society tried, convicted, and then executed men for crimes of murder that later evidence ‘proved’ they were innocent of.  In effect we have killed an innocent person, blaming them for a crime they did NOT commit.  As it turns out now, we become the murderers.  His family could rightly demand our blood, our lives. 

Even if the murderer who killed our loved one was guilty, and we have them executed, once they are dead – is our loved one back in our lives again, no.  This kind of wrong action robs us forever of something we valued, something we loved.  The life of the perpetrator does not replace our loss.  We will feel it as long as we live in this world.  This is the reason people seldom find any satisfaction in seeking justice when they are wronged.  People are rarely satisfied that the punishment of the guilty is sufficient to cover the injury they sustained.

Forgiveness is a form of giving to others, and like when we give our money back to God, the process of giving changes the core of who we are.  The process is life-altering.  The same is true of forgiveness.  Consider that in spite of our knowledge that the perpetrator does not deserve our forgiveness, we offer it anyway.  What does this do to us?  It relieves us from seeking punishment that will never be enough.  It allows us to resume a relationship with the offender and maintain love between us. 

The 2yr old with the Big-Wheel may well be your own child.  Will you withhold your love based on an accidental injury?  You find it easy to forgive those you love, and your love then is able to grow further.  Learning to forgive your enemies changes you.  You become more able to love, not just your enemies, but your friends and family.  Experiencing forgiveness frees you from the negative emotional spiral you can fall into when seeking to ‘right the wrongs’.  It allows you to even move your focus to the person who hurt you, in the context of trying to reach out to help them.  Concern for others can top your thinking when based in forgiveness, rather than focus on self, and the injury self sustained.

What is the affect of forgiveness on the one that hurt you?  It is heartbreaking.  It can reduce a hardened criminal to tears to experience true forgiveness, unwarranted love and concern, by the very victim of his crimes.  Think closely, this is what God is doing for you, for every wrong choice you make, for every wrong action you do, whether you do it with intent or not.  When you realize that God takes your horrific crime, and grants your simple petition for forgiveness, He lets you off the hook and continues to reach out to you in love.  To you, the criminal responsible for the heinous torture and death of His Son upon a cross of shame, this is the crime your evil choices have resulted in.  You are responsible, yet you are not only forgiven, you are loved.  God is reaching to you, His enemy by your choice, and trying to get you to become His friend, by your choice.  Do you think it easy to forgive the murderer of your only son?  Yet He goes well beyond forgiveness and offers us such endless love, can we do any less for each other?

Some say the ‘turning the other cheek’ after being slapped is a sign of cowardice.  Rather it is a sign of someone who knows the value of others.  In the great strength of self-restraint, we look past our self-interest, and righteous demands for justice, and simply offer the other cheek.  It is not a form of masochism.  It is a statement that says I do not want to fight with you, I want to know you, I want to love you, and you have not done so terrible a thing that I could not find a way to love you like my God loves me.  Rather than be ardent champions of justice, Christians should be unyielding suppliers of grace.  Rather than buying guns to protect ourselves and our interests, we should be reaching out to those in need, and leaving our protection in God’s hands.  Forgiveness may never be easy, but its power is beyond dispute, and it works as an agent of love to ALL it encounters.

People here in the US were so surprised at the reaction of the Amish parents of a 5yr old little girl who was brutally murdered by a child-abusing-lowlife-criminal.  Within a day, they had forgiven the man.  Her blood still fresh on his hands, and forgiveness had already been offered (note; it was not asked for by the criminal, it was offered by the parents without condition).  This is an excellent example of someone who understands what forgiveness can do in their own lives.  It can and did free those parents to remember their little girl in joy, happiness, and the hope of reuniting with her in Heaven.  Rather than be caught in a self-interested, self-motivated negative cycle of emotion, they are free to love – even to love the one who took their only child from them.  This is TRUE freedom.  This is true power.  This is true love.  Perhaps you should embrace forgiveness right away …

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