Friday, March 27, 2009

All That Remains ...


Pre-occupation, constant demands for your attention, too many things to do and too little time to ever complete them all; what do all of these realities of your life have in common?  They create a symphony of distraction, cause you to believe you must make impossible choices, and most of all drown out that still small voice.  Is it any wonder that scripture states … “be still, and know that I am God.”  Our lives are anything but still, our demands ever present, our needs real, and our time already spoken for.  And the consequence is a life too busy to find time for anything of real value, instead buried in minutia of meaningless details with no end in sight.

Stop it already.  Just stop.  Take a deep breath, slowly exhale.  Now just for a minute prioritize all the things you still need to do today, as if you were going to literally be dead tomorrow.  Not trying to be morbid, but does anything actually still exist on your “important” list of to-do’s.  I doubt it.  In point of fact, the only things that remain on a list of to-do’s when seriously expecting imminent death – are the things that really matter – i.e. relationships and the sharing of love.  In those critical last minutes of flight 93, and on the floors trapped above the flames in the twin towers, how many cell phone calls were placed to loved ones to simply say those critical words … I love you.

No one in that position calls the office to get that one last task moved along a little further.  No one calls the mall to see if they still have that item you have been shopping for.  They call the people who matter.  Then they say the only thing that really matters in the time they have left.  But remove the threat of impending, remove the immediacy, and we resume life as if we have all the time in the world to get around to attending to those precious things.  People seem to make little time to love until they realize how truly important time is.  This is the lesson of our mortality.  To help us see that the fragility of life should guide us closer to the things that really matter, and keep us from wasting the time we have been given.  Seconds count, minutes matter, hours are precious, days are a gift, years are a treasure.  You cannot measure time by money, as the value of time is far greater than that of money.

And while the world around us makes little time to love, they make even less time for the Author of love.  The Bible speaks of a “remnant” groups of believers who greet the Lord when He comes again.  Remnant is all that remains.  When I look around at the crippling distractions of our lives, and see so few people who even care if they miss time with God, I am amazed at how many seem perfectly content in the pain they live with each day.  People seem to run full speed and head first into the brick walls in their immediate path, damaging themselves, and hurting everyone who cares for them.  And then they do it again and again, each time seemingly having forgotten the immediate past.  We carry our burdens ourselves, knowing we are not up to the task, failing miserably, and then act surprised at the results.

“Why me?” cries the alcoholic while pouring drink after drink into the glass in front of them.  When not completely overcome by the effects of their condition, the alcoholic has no time for God, no time for love, and has to work even harder to make up for the time lost to their condition.  A spiraling downward tornado designed to pull us beyond our hope.  But a still small voice cries out, “you don’t have to live this way.”  It reminds us … “I came so that you might have life, and have it more abundantly.”  Lay your burdens, your addictions, your self-inflicted pain, on Jesus and find “Rest.”

While the world seems content to ignore their painful conditions; Christians claim the name of God, but remain content doing no better for themselves than emulating the lives of the world.  Christians, despite council to the contrary, allow themselves to become just as distracted, just as busy, and just as self-reliant as their neighbors all around them.  Instead of surrendering the will to Christ, and becoming a new creature, we cling to the old carnal one and seek to feed our lust.  Instead of learning to give up to God, and find His way of our escape from sin, we dash towards sin at full speed ahead – counting only on the mercy of forgiveness to save us, rather than the power of Christ to actually change what we choose to do.

Sometimes as I look around both inside and outside of the church, I wonder is anyone really still waiting for His return?  Does anyone just miss hanging out with God anymore?  Does anyone have any questions for Him that don’t start with the words; “can I have …”  Does anyone actually offer love upwards, or do they merely seek it from Him, not for Him.  I wonder, is what I see all that remains?

God setup the original day off concept all the way back at the beginning of our existence.  He knew, better than us, that we needed to take a break from our routines, or we would go nuts.  God loves to hang out with us, and so He setup a day just for that.  One day in seven to spend with us, to talk with us, to enjoy with us, to just hang out with us.  But fast forward to 2009 and man has left behind any lingering ideas of hanging out with God anymore.  We simply do not have time for Him.

In the book of Exodus, in the definition of love God outlined in 10 precepts of His character, He stated … “remember the Sabbath day to keep it holy.”  While we may have forgotten God, He has not forgotten us.  He still wants to hang out with us.  It was the only precept that included the word – “Remember”.  But like everything else, the one we should get the most enjoyment out of, is the one we “forget” first.  Once the concept of communing with God had left the building, early Jews made a long list of the do’s and don’ts for remembering the Sabbath.  The list eventually grew until little practicality or sense was left in it.  Later, Catholics blended existing pagan traditions of the day into the church and the practices of keeping the day holy.  And more recently, Seventh Day Adventists entered the scene, recreating the lists of do’s and don’ts and deciding to treat this day as either a weapon to judge others by, or something to simply ignore altogether.

It is interesting to me that SDA’s believe that keeping the seventh day as the Sabbath will be the end-time test of true fidelity to God.  But they get all wrapped up in the number of the day (Seven, not the First); rather than on what the meaning of “keeping it” truly is.  Our human tendency is to create rules rather than deal with motives.  We prefer structure to freedom of thought.  We fear that freedom may lead to danger.  But this is because we truly do NOT trust our God.  Our rules, our lists, and our professed methods of keeping the Sabbath are complete moo-moo-caca.  We have lost sight of what it is to simply hang out with God.  Put away our work, put away the commercial demands of the world, provide for our own needs for a bit and give the neighbor a rest, and just hang out with God.  We place our burdens on Him and in this alone find “rest.”

I look around me and see a world full of non-believers who appear to have little concern for God, and in their stubborn efforts to remain in control of their lives, they live with regret and unnecessary pain that a loving God would long to take away.  I look around me and see a church of believers who claim the name of Christ but have no idea what it means to live without pain, as they do not embrace the freedom of surrender to Christ.  Both groups obsessed with the illusion of control, both groups hopelessly burdened with lists of to-do’s they will never quite complete, both groups distracted from their own demise.  And yet there remains hope for them both, as there remains hope for me.  Time is not out just yet.  I pray that the Lord will prevent me from pursuing control to the detriment of my own soul, and will restore between us the time to just hang out once again.  I have to believe it is not quite time yet for what I see to be - all that remains …


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