Friday, August 15, 2008

Fools of Us All ...


Is it fortune, or mortality that doth make fools of us all?  Death is the great equalizer, it spares not the young nor the old, the rich nor the destitute, the loved and the unloved.  All of man’s wisdom terminates at the grave.  Many theories exist in many belief systems about existence beyond the grave, but all of them remain theories as pure science dictates only the cessation of existence, nothing more.

For the believer in a benevolent God, death is merely a temporary condition that will have a final resolution in time;  Infinite existence for those who accept the gift of God, and infinite non-existence for those who have refused God’s offer.  This belief offers hope to those who are left behind in the wake of death of a loved one.  It inspires those who are left behind in this world to look forward to reunification.  The biggest problem with death, even for the believer, is the unexpected nature it inhabits.  No bigger interruption can we experience.  Plans made are stopped without warning.  All the intentions we had – frozen in time.  Even those that are terminally ill, and understand the soon coming approach of death are sometimes surprised when it actually arrives.  It is the surprise of death that adds to our pain, but truly, this is more a statement about how we live, than when we die.

When we think of our own mortality, we often look at it in grandiose terms.  What is the legacy we leave behind us?  What will history say about us (if anything), or what would our loved ones say?  Will we be missed?  Then comes the reality of what we will indeed be leaving – those we care about.  The thought of parting company with our children, our parents, our spouses, our families, our friends; the sadness can be overwhelming.  Thoughts like these rarely occur in any regularity among the healthy, the young, or the affluent.  Other than enduring a life insurance sales pitch we choose to simply continue our existence and ignore our mortality.  No sense in dwelling on what we cannot change, or avoid.  So we live in denial. 

Then all of the sudden, everything we were planning to do, everything we were planning to say, is put to an end.  No choice.  No negotiation.  No second chances.  Just gone.  Those that survive a near-death experience understand how close to this prospect they have just come.  Those that discover the unexpected loss of a loved one remain wondering what was left undone.  The living no longer have the option of expressing their feelings to the departed.  They no longer have the opportunity to ask for forgiveness, extend affection, or perform a service.  All of these feelings go unresolved, with no closure. 

Some believe that the departed can still hear us from the great beyond that our belated goodbyes can still be heard and appreciated.  Hollywood cashes in on these beliefs with barrage of films from Ghost to the more recent Over Her Dead Body.  The essential premise is that awareness, personality, thought, a form of conscience exists after death.  Interaction with the living is therefore inevitable, and somehow the masses buy into this thinking.  Of course logically the premise makes no sense.  If every loved one who ever departed this earth could come back and interact, wouldn’t all the jealousy, all the pettiness, all the anger and grief come back into every life, and not just for a single generation.  What is to stop great grandma, grandma, and mom from interacting under this belief system.  Agnostic’s simply write-off these Hollywood movies as simple fantasy stories, and so they are.  But some Christians ignore the Biblical precepts of death being similar to sleep, where the dead, know not anything.  They choose rather to believe that our unresolved feelings and expressions are still somehow visible to the departed.  Again a statement about how we live, in a further state of denial.

The simple truth is we are ALL dying.  Whether this process takes place tonight on the road home, through the process of a debilitating unexpected illness, or after many many decades and a full life at home in our beds – we remain dying.  The simple truth is that death has an important role to play in our lives, but not the one you might expect.  Death is a symbol of the unplanned, the unforeseen.  It reminds us that the priorities we place in our activities and plans may be misplaced in a grander scheme.  It reminds us to finish what we start in a time frame short enough to insure completion.  Don’t miss that opportunity to ask forgiveness, extend affection, or perform some service of love for another.  Living like you were dying is a bit redundant.  You are dying.  The point is to learn how to really live.  The point of death is not to induce despair about what is inevitable, it is to induce excitement about every breath you have remaining in you.  It is not your sleep you dread, it is the thought of an incomplete existence.

One need not spend their days seeking out the great wonders of the world, to feel as though their existence has had meaning.  What is the glory of the Taj Mahal against the love that inspired its construction.  What is the grandeur of the pyramids against the brilliance of the architecture of their designers, and the knowledge that even though Pharaoh thought himself to be God on earth, he lays within these brick walls, asleep.  What is the glory of the Vatican with all of its ornate sculpture and intricate paintings, against the religion it purports to honor where Christ says He reigns in the human heart, and that His kingdom is NOT of this world.  Why spend your days on earth honoring the creation of great artisans and ignore what you are able to contribute?

Your life has meaning.  Those you love, those who love you are of infinite value.  It remains that love is all that is important in our lives.  The things we have built may be wiped away like sand castles on the shore of the beach.  Our employer’s companies may pass on, our homes may be torn down to build the next great thing, our art may be discarded or remain undiscovered; but the love we extend in our lives has effects that live on in others.  It is the love that outlives us, the effects of love, like the effects of the wind – something you know has happened without being able to concretely explain the source.  This is the nature of love, and the reason it outlives us all.

Someday even death will be defeated for us.  Those who believe will be called back into existence to meet the God they began to get to know while here on this mortal coil.  At that time, sickness will be a thing of the past, a faded memory we will not be able to dwell upon.  At that time, all physical imperfections will be a thing of the past, every defect changed, every imperfection corrected – both in body and in mind and in soul.  Then existence will resume awakened from our brief encounter with unexpected sleep. 

Let us not be made fools by our mortality.  Let us choose to live and value love as we should.  Let us choose to remember that death interrupts us all, and not be surprised by it, but undaunted by it.  To vow to live the fullest existence we are capable of on a daily if not hourly basis.  Let us complete as much as we can in the time we have, not in despair, but in joy.  Don’t live like you were dying, live like you were planning to live both now and again someday in a more perfect world.  Live like you were loving, and loving all the time.  It is how you love that lives on forever and echoes past the corridors of time …


No comments:

Post a Comment