Friday, January 24, 2020

Walls of Fortification, or Incarceration ...

Erect standards to keep out the unworthy; and who will be left inside?  Apply standards upon the wicked, but only by the righteous, and who will ever be disciplined?  There are churches under the Christian banner who claim to be absolute in their understanding of scripture.  These bodies believe no other is capable of adding context, wisdom, or value to any discussion of Jesus Christ.  They believe the narrow road to salvation begins with conversion to their particular brand of Christianity, and adherence to their particular set of beliefs, at the exclusion of all others.  They preach it with certainty.  So much so, they are afraid to add wisdom, or context, to their own beliefs.  Whatever time those beliefs were forged in cement, it must now remain exactly like that for all time and eternity to come.  Whatever debate preceded that time, was simply an age of looking for truth.  All ages since have found that truth and will rely upon it without alteration.  Expansion is akin to heresy in these churches.  Certainty is their cornerstone.  Not Jesus mind you, but certainty.  So I ask, have they built walls of fortification to keep evil out?  Or have they merely contained evil forever within walls of their own incarceration?
The simple truth is that not everyone of us gets it right.  This incorrect point in any one person’s particular journey with Jesus Christ happens often.  We believe something at one point in our journey, only to find we were mistaken further on down the road.  It happens because we let Jesus lead, instead of deciding we already know everything, and He has nothing to teach us.  Sometimes a kernel of truth, a small seed, is planted.  And with time, and care, the seed blooms until our understanding of that nugget of truth becomes an entire tree of knowledge regarding it.  The whole point of letting Jesus teach us, is not to remain stagnant but to grow.  Growth then requires the virtual death of certainty.  We can only grow as much as we are dependent upon Jesus to teach us growth.  It is our certainty about any given topic, that stunts our growth in that area.  We become too sure, that “we” “know” what scripture says now.  No more study needed.  No more thought.  No more listening, to anyone, including Jesus.  And so we close our eyes, ears, common sense, and worse – faith; off to growth that would otherwise happen, if we just let Jesus lead.  But to do that, we need to learn to accept, that we are not always right about everything.  More often we have only glimmers of truth about anything, and there is a WHOLE LOT of room to grow our understanding under the supervision of Jesus Christ.
But those who worship stagnation of truth, are fond of the idea of erecting walls between us and “them”.  Them being defined as anyone who does not exactly believe the same we do on any given topic.  The walls, from the point of view of those who prefer stagnation, are to “protect” us from the evil influences of “them”.  Under this logic, we are to isolate ourselves away from evil, lest we be drawn into the evil and lost in the result.  This is based on trust, but it is trust of ourselves, and our walls, to keep us from evil.  It does nothing to confront the evil already within us.  And cuts us off from perhaps the very growth we need to save us from the evil we fear.  Our motives and desires remain the same.  Our trust in Jesus to save us from ourselves never really materializes.  And the doom we fear, we in fact insure, by our own actions to save ourselves from it.  Walls thought to be those of castle to protect us, turn out instead to be prison walls to mire us in stagnation, instead of free us to grow.
This is nothing new.  And it happens to the best of us.  Luke wrote to his friend Theophilus in his gospel letter about falling in to this kind of mental spiritual trap.  He begins in chapter nine, picking up in verse 37 saying … “And it came to pass, that on the next day, when they were come down from the hill, much people met him. [verse 38] And, behold, a man of the company cried out, saying, Master, I beseech thee, look upon my son: for he is mine only child.”  This rather revealing incident begins with a desperate father looking for help for his only son.  His son you see was plagued by a demon, perhaps more than one.  And like any loving father, the father sought help for his son.  You can bet, the father likely first sought the help of the Temple staff.  Rabbi’s far and near were consulted to see if any could help his boy.  They should have been able to.  It was in their written procedures on what to do about stuff like this.  But those writings were not studied day in, and day out.  They were more obscure.  And once failure set in, as it does with us, we get more timid on whether to try it again or not.  You see if you continue to fail at something like this you begin to look bad.  After a while the people begin to doubt if a priest is really any kind of good priest if he cannot pull this off.  So it might be better to just not try, than to try and keep failing.
So dad comes to Jesus for help.  But there is a bit of a twist.  Luke continues in verse 39 saying … “And, lo, a spirit taketh him, and he suddenly crieth out; and it teareth him that he foameth again, and bruising him hardly departeth from him. [verse 40] And I besought thy disciples to cast him out; and they could not.”  And there it is again.  Failure.  This time by the very disciples of Christ who had been given power by Jesus Himself to deal with matters like this.  In this incident, the first church of Jesus, the Israelite faith had failed to help dad and son.  But now worse, the second church of Jesus, the new apostolic faith, had also failed to help this dad and son out.  Why?  Is the devil and his minions, now somehow stronger than our God is?  Particularly stronger than God the Father, who the Israelites believed in, even if they did not believe in Jesus yet.  No.  And as for Jesus, not a single devil or minion was ever able to stand up to Him.  Not once.  Not ever.  So why did the second church of Jesus fail as miserably as the first to help this poor dad and son out?
Both churches were certain they were right about their beliefs.  But both faith’s had mistaken ideas at that time.  Further mistakes later, sorted out even later than that.  Here was a prime example.  Neither set of beliefs had enough faith in who they worshipped to make this happen.  But was that because they were wrong about doctrine?  Like say, the idea that the Messiah was supposed to be a David-like-king who would end Roman oppression forever.  First and second church were wrong about this idea at the time of this event.  Only the second church would begin to change what they believed as events unfolded.  The first church would cling to their certainty, and kill Jesus for it.  No.  This was not a question of doctrinal accuracy.  It was a simple question of faith.  This was not a question of the righteousness of the disciples or the Rabbi’s who may have attempted to help this father and son out in the past.  It was a simple question of faith in the God they served who is the only One who is truly righteous.
Luke continues with the answer of Jesus picking up in verse 41 saying … “And Jesus answering said, O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you, and suffer you? Bring thy son hither. [verse 42] And as he was yet a coming, the devil threw him down, and tare him. And Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit, and healed the child, and delivered him again to his father.”  Yikes.  Well first of all Jesus did rebuke the evil spirit who left the boy but tried to mess him up good before he left.  But Jesus heals the boy of all that damage and any other, before returning the boy to his father once again, whole, restored, reclaimed.  So this was never really any contest between the power of the devil and the power of God.  God always wins.  Which takes us back to the rebuke offered by Jesus to those listening.  Jesus calls us a faithless, and perverse, generation.  And He is right.
How much perversity do we cling to behind the walls of our homes, in secret, when unattended?  The problem with erecting walls to defend us from evil influence, is that they may only guard us from the evil outside.  What about the evil that is already here, in our hearts, our desires, and ultimately in our actions?  A lack-of-opportunity defense against evil, still leaves us looking for opportunity.  It does not rid us from evil at all.  It leaves it dormant always lurking, looking for a way to get out in our expressions.  Our walls do nothing but leave us imprisoned with the evil within us, with no way out again.  If we are to end our perversity, we must look to Jesus, and trust in Him to save us, not in any actions we take to do so.  The problem with our delay in looking to Jesus is that our perversity begins to look “normal” in our eyes.  Alternate lifestyles are considered different not bad or good.  We take the bad and good judgment calls out of what we do, until people who suffer from evils as bad as pedophilia believe they too are only “alternate” not bad.  It is the effect of perversity to disguise itself as “normal” when “normal” is the worst adjective we could assign to it.  This is not about judging others.  This is about looking closer in the mirror to see just how infected we have become with it. 
Our perversity remains, because our faith is equally weak and misguided.  We follow the path of self-based salvation.  We look to ourselves, our willpower, and our self-denial against evil as the defense against evil instead of looking to Jesus and trusting in Him to save us.  When we cannot even look to Jesus to save us, how can we possibly believe we are ready to face a live demon and send him packing.  We don’t trust Jesus enough to pull that off.  And the Rabbi’s of his day, nor the disciples of his day, had any better result against this evil spirit as a result.  Ultimately, they both believed the same central tenet, it was about “them” instead of about “God”.  And we in the modern Christian church may believe we are long past this.  We don’t face demons very often if ever.  At least we don’t think we do.  But how attuned are our eyes at discerning what we actually face, in others or in ourselves.  We might think we listen to Jesus better so are better equipped.  But really?
Luke continues in verse 43 saying … “And they were all amazed at the mighty power of God. But while they wondered every one at all things which Jesus did, he said unto his disciples, [verse 44] Let these sayings sink down into your ears: for the Son of man shall be delivered into the hands of men. [verse 45] But they understood not this saying, and it was hid from them, that they perceived it not: and they feared to ask him of that saying.”  Here was the seed of truth being planted by Jesus.  Later, let me say that again, Later, it would be understood.  Not then.  Not now.  Some elements of truth we are simply not ready to hear.  Timing it turns out does matter.  This may be why your journey with Jesus matures over time.  The thing or truth you thought you knew matures perhaps into something much bigger, or much different than you first thought, because of timing and care and submission.  Here was Jesus directly telling His disciples something, that for practical purposes they completely chose to ignore.  Are we any different?
Your church doctrines are not the commandments of God.  They are interpretations of scriptures designed to bring you closer to God.  But they are not absolute statements of fact and truth, only interpretations of facts and truth.  I do not ask you to denounce what your church teaches; only to use what you have learned as the “starting point” to your journey of faith.  Leave room to grow.  Leave room to accept that what you believe today, may not be the full picture of what Jesus has in mind to teach you to believe.  The more you trust Jesus, the more you will learn.  The more you tell Jesus what “you know”, the less He is able to teach you about anything. 
I have a challenge for you to deepen your skills in this.  Try reading any given story, the same story, in scripture five times.  Once each day for five days.  If you keep an open mind, and ask Jesus to lead you each day before you read the story, I guarantee you will pick up on something new each time you read it.  If you really want to blow your mind, ask someone else to read it with you, and ask what they get from it.  For each person you ask, a new point, or context, or idea will emerge.  It is the same story you have always read.  But the perspective changes, when you are willing to be led, or willing to talk about it with others.  This does nothing to destroy your beliefs.  It will teach you, that no matter how much you think you know right now.  There is more to learn.  That is the whole point.  There will be an eternity to learn, why not start now.  Don’t lock yourself behind walls of incarceration that pretend to be castles; tear down the walls and find freedom to learn, to love, and to live like Jesus can free you to live.
 

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