But think of the contrast in the setting of this perhaps one
final argument over which of them should be the greatest disciple and leader in
the new Kingdom. Jesus offered the
symbols of the Lamb throughout the meal pointing directly to His own
death. And they somehow just ignored all
of it. Prior to sitting down to eat,
Jesus took on a towel of a servant, wrapped it around His own waist, and then proceeded
to wash the filthy feet of each of His own disciples in abject humility. Each one of them dumbfounded that the Son of
God would stoop so low and do the work of a servant. None them thought to do this. That would have been too humiliating for any
of them. But here is Jesus doing it. The King of the Universe is doing the dirty
work of cleaning the filth off of each of them.
It was unthinkable. It was a
picture of humility we stand in awe of even today. And despite it, it did not prevent the next
argument over which of them would be the greatest. How could their minds go from that kind of
example of humility to completely ignoring it?
None were immune to this. But it
gets worse.
Luke offers us an insight into the unconverted mind and
heart of someone who thinks themselves a believer. He picks up in his gospel letter in chapter
22 beginning in verse 21 saying … “But, behold, the
hand of him that betrayeth me is with me on the table. [verse 22] And truly the Son of man goeth, as it was determined: but
woe unto that man by whom he is betrayed! [verse 23] And they began
to inquire among themselves, which of them it was that should do this thing.” Jesus drops the bomb. He has just performed washing of feet on
everyone of His disciples. Judas was in
that number. So was Peter, and John. All of them should have been humbled by that
act of service and love into silence.
Jesus then proceeds to offer us the symbolism of bread and wine as
symbols of the sacrifice He is about to make for them as the Lamb of God, to
take away the sins of the world. Lambs
die. They don’t get a happy ending. And now on top of all of this, Jesus is to be
betrayed unto death, as all the prophecies have long foretold. But how Jesus meets His end will be by the
betrayal of one of His own disciples.
One of them.
And so where does the hearts and minds of His disciples
immediately go? Not in prayer. But in argument with each other, as to which
one of them was to be the betrayer of their master. Can you imagine the face of Judas as this
conversation begins. Can you imagine the
fear? But then, can you imagine how
Matthew must have felt as well? Matthew
was a tax collector. He already had a
history of betraying his people to the Romans, if he did it before he could do
it again. Imagine how many eyes looked
his way. These hearts could have reacted
by praying first that it was not them, next for the heart of the guilty that whoever
it was might still change his mind. And
not even just a “he”, Mary Magdeline had once been possessed by demons, in fact
at least seven times, perhaps the demons were back in her. Men had been betrayed by women many times in
history, perhaps it was happening again.
Just ask Samson if that is possible.
And Jesus loved Mary like a daughter, but not like a wife, maybe that
alone would be enough to push her into betrayal. As the minds of the men stray back and forth
across which one of them it could be they begin asking Jesus if it is them. Hoping Jesus will prove their fidelity to the
others. But then the picture Luke paints
goes to the unthinkable in this chaos.
Luke continues in verse 24 saying … “And there was also a strife
among them, which of them should be accounted the greatest.” Can you imagine this? In the middle of not knowing if perhaps you
were to betray Jesus to the Romans, ambition rears its ugly head, and now comes
the argument - not over whether you are the betrayer, but whether you deserve
to be the number two in His Kingdom.
Polar extremes. You could very
well be the hand that betrays the Master to His death. But instead of worrying about this very real
possibility, after all, Jesus does not lie.
You are consumed with proving you should be the number two leader in a
kingdom that is not even meant to be. Treason
and Ambition walking hand in hand at the very table where your feet were just
cleaned by the God of the Universe who did not think it too humiliating to
clean you up Himself. The unconverted
minds and hearts of the disciples had not been broken yet, Their pride was still in tact. And Satan leveraged the door held open for
him in that very place at that very time.
Imagine how discouraging hearing this ambitious argument must have been
for Jesus at this particular time.
But Jesus does not scream at them to shut up (probably what
I would have done). He does not storm
out unable to take it anymore. He does
not throw the wine at them and tell them how particularly unworthy each of them
truly is. No. That is not our Jesus. He suffers it all. And even in the moments of His hardest night,
already beginning to feel that He will be separated from the presence of God He
can feel coming, Jesus is still patient with each of them, with each of us,
whether we are converted, or just men and women who claim to believe, while pride
still firmly in place, humility no where to be found. Luke continues in verse 25 saying … “And he said
unto them, The kings of the Gentiles exercise
lordship over them; and they that exercise authority upon them are called
benefactors. [verse 26] But ye shall not be so:
but he that is greatest among you, let him be as the younger; and he that is
chief, as he that doth serve. [verse 27] For
whether is greater, he that sitteth at meat, or he that serveth? is not he that
sitteth at meat? but I am among you as he that serveth.”
Here is the answer of Jesus to greed and ambition. If you want to be number one, or number two,
then be the chief servant of all. Jesus
offers His own life and example to them as proof of this idea. Jesus is the God of the Universe and His
entire life has been one of humble service to those who did not deserve it, to
those who did not believe, to those Romans who oppressed His people, to
religious leaders who hate Him. Jesus
serves all without any hesitation, Not
just His disciples. Not just when they
were clean, but when they were very dirty.
The King of all, has been the servant of all. So to the argument about who wants to be the
greatest, here is your path to the top, or rather the bottom, hard to tell the
difference based on the words of Jesus.
And all of the sudden they did shut up.
For this was NOT what their pride had in mind. This was not about fancy robes, and rings of
power. This was about wearing servants
towels wrapped around their waist, not just once, but for all, forever. In that position, you find yourself closest
to Christ.
And it works in many aspects of life. You want a fantastic marriage? Then give up all ideas about what you want
out of it, and start putting on that servant’s towel, and find ways to serve
your spouse from top to bottom. Don’t
look for them to serve you first, in fact don’t expect them to ever serve you at
all. Instead learn to find your joy in
serving them in every way, whether big or small. Let service become how you live and how you
love and start at home with the one you are supposed to love the most. But don’t let it end there. You want a better relationship with your
parents? Then find a way to begin
serving mom and dad as best you can in any way they need, not that they ask you
for, but way beyond that to anything your service-built-heart can imagine. You want a better relationship with your kids? The same approach works as a path to it. You looking to make a real impact at work, no
matter what your job is. Find a way to
serve your co-workers, meet their needs, do anything you can for them. Become that servant of all, not for the goal
of becoming number one, but for the goal of learning to love to serve. Let service come to change who you are, how
you think. Let humility open you up, to
having Jesus change the core of you from the inside out.
Given this philosophy of total service, having authority in
the Kingdom of heaven does not come with power and prizes for you, it comes
with you taking on the burden of service to others. And so Jesus tactfully grants them an
unexpected answer to their prayers. Luke
picks back up in verse 28 saying … “Ye are they which
have continued with me in my temptations. [verse 29] And I appoint unto you a kingdom, as my Father hath
appointed unto me; [verse 30] That ye may eat
and drink at my table in my kingdom, and sit on thrones judging the twelve
tribes of Israel.” Whether this
was a future reference to serving in heaven, or a closer reference to serving
in the new church Jesus was reforming and recreating; judging or leading does not come with power
over others, it comes with care, concern, redemption, and the service for
others. Notice the Kingdom Jesus grants
His disciples did not mean they would ever rule the world. In fact, they all died martyrs just like He
did perhaps except John. They never had
power or authority over the world, but did have it in spiritual matters,
performing miracles in the name of Jesus long after Jesus was out of our world.
And there is no reason why that kind of church could not
return with us. We need only embrace
humility, and learn to love to serve, and find peace in joining the redemptive
ministry of Jesus. Where I might have
screamed at the disciples to “shut up” and stop arguing, Jesus is patient,
gives them new insights about becoming a servant of all. Then our Jesus offers them more rewards they
do not deserve, nor have they earned, but offers them these gifts because He
loves them. Just like He loves you and
I. No different. Are we willing to embrace humility and find
the recreation of our souls and hearts?
Or will we blind ourselves in pride, and reject anything that even
resembles humility lest it embarrass us in front of whoever? At that last supper of Jesus, a traitor sat
right there and was given every opportunity to stop from his treason. He did not.
Is that you? Is that me? Are we still clinging to ideas about what we
think God should be doing and are unhappy He does not? Perhaps looking to help Him get the job done
like we think it should. Or have we
finally come to a point where we can lose the pride, hope it is not us, and ask
Jesus if we are that traitor, and beg for help if it is us. Whether treason or ambition, neither should
have any place in the heart of a servant, in the heart of a disciple, or in
your heart, or my heart. It is time to
let all that go, and just follow Jesus for a change. Not trying to lead, but content to follow
behind and minister as He presents the opportunities for us to serve.