This is nothing new.
It is prologue. The leadership of
the one true church of God was once so caught up in it, that a new church of
God had to be formed. The new one, not
so proud, not at all consumed with power, only with the transforming love that
Jesus offers us all so freely. Imagine
that; the singular true church of God, who comes to a place to discard that God
behind the church. The first church was
not discarded “by” God, it chose rather to walk away from God, than to embrace
the name of Jesus Christ. And still, it
was not left, with no chance to repent, to change its mind, to embrace what was
so clear to see with anyone who had eyes to see, or ears to hear. Peter and John had healed a man stricken for
more than 40 years that nearly everyone in Jerusalem had met or seen begging in
front of the temple gates. When the news
spread, the people responded by praising God.
It becomes very hard for church leaders to claim that praising and
worshipping Adonai is a bad thing.
Harder still to wish further misery on a man who was now lifting his
voice in that same praise of Adonai and of Jesus the son of God.
But the temple leaders had no inclination to change
now. Power had heard the truth, and was
determined to deny it still. Luke picks
up the account in his book of Acts in the fourth chapter starting in verse 13
saying … “Now when they saw the boldness of Peter and John, and perceived that they
were unlearned and ignorant men, they marvelled; and they took knowledge of
them, that they had been with Jesus. [verse 14] And beholding the man which was
healed standing with them, they could say nothing against it. [verse 15] But when they
had commanded them to go aside out of the council, they conferred among
themselves,” The first thing an
assembly of academics and well educated men steeped in power notice, is that
both Peter and John are nothing of the kind.
They are poor, unlearned, uneducated, and common folks. Nobody of that ilk has ever dared to speak so
in any kind of gathering of the elite of the nation and the church. Common folks take direction, they do not
offer it. Being with Jesus has so
transformed these common men, that they have become the most effective of
evangelists. Their words are not their
own, but instead powered by the Holy Spirit within them. As much as the Pharisees and Sadducees want
to resist these words, it is like trying to resist the most powerful of all
magnets.
Then there is the matter of the healed man, who continues to
bellow praises to Adonai and to Jesus His Son.
The people all know about it. The
leaders are unable to deny it. So they
step outside to try to figure out what to do.
Luke continues in verse 16 saying … “Saying, What shall we do to these
men? for that indeed a notable miracle hath been done by them is manifest to
all them that dwell in Jerusalem; and we cannot deny it. [verse 17] But that it
spread no further among the people, let us straitly threaten them, that they
speak henceforth to no man in this name. [verse 18] And they
called them, and commanded them not to speak at all nor teach in the name of
Jesus.” Normally, if you told a
parishioner of the faith how to speak or what to say or not say regarding any tenant
of the Torah, that parishioner would be fully compliant and respectful of the
council. But neither Peter or John were
normal. They had been with Jesus. And now they were filled with Holy Ghost
which never leaves a person just normal.
Those leaders could have threatened them all day and night with all
manner of tortures and death. It was
like water off a duck’s back. Someone
else was running them. Someone else was
speaking through them. And that is the
point. It is not up to you to “become”
something to be used by God. It is only
up to you if you will let God use you when it is time to do so. How your audience responds is not a
reflection on you. The appeal for
salvation, for repentance, is the gift of God to your audience.
Luke continues in verse 19 saying … “But Peter and John answered
and said unto them, Whether it be right in the sight of God to hearken unto you
more than unto God, judge ye. [verse 20] For we cannot but speak the things
which we have seen and heard. [verse 21] So when they had further threatened
them, they let them go, finding nothing how they might punish them, because of
the people: for all men glorified God for that which was done. [verse 22] For the man
was above forty years old, on whom this miracle of healing was shewed.” It becomes very hard to punish an entire city
for praising God at the miracle His love sought to perform. And Peter and John were only saying what they
themselves had seen and heard, and calling on the only name by which salvation
was offered. The leadership hated all of
this. They railed against it. Power did what power does, it threatens the
very lives of those who would oppose it.
But when you understand where the value of life itself originates, it is
hard to fear the death this world will surely one day bring to us all. The length of our days is hardly worth an
absence of God for even one of them.
Is it any wonder the Lord values our humility so highly? When we see our state of affairs and
recognize our need is so great, we realize how badly we need a Savior. Pride and power work to counteract all of
that. Having achieved power (no matter
the context) we become certain of ourselves, and see no need. We push away that still small voice in favor
of the loud bellowing one in our own heads.
We start telling others what they need to do. After all, “we” are the ones who achieved
power. Just as in that church leadership
meeting of old, we blind ourselves to Truth, in favor of our own ideas. Our certainty robs us of humility. We may ask to be led by God, as I am sure
they did as well. But the words are
useless if our ideas are so grounded in the stone of our hearts that we have no
intention to ever let them sink in and affect us. Rather “asking God to lead” becomes a tradition
we speak like saying “bless you” after a sneeze. Nobody really knows why, and nobody really
means it, it is just a tradition we speak at a rote response. Asking God to lead for real, requires us to
shut up and listen, not go right on speaking when God has not had the slightest
chance to respond let alone the time and opportunity to speak through us.
Peter was a common man.
He was full of faults, weaknesses, bad habits. He would not have ever deserved a place in
the halls of the church leadership of his day.
Peter did not need to be perfect to serve. He just needed to be willing. He was.
Are you? Are you willing to
silence the ideas floating around in your head, and give God the time and space
to speak through you, to the audience He picks, at the time He decides the need
is now? It doesn’t matter what it looks
like to us. It doesn’t matter if it
makes sense to us. It only matters if we
decide to say yes, turn over control to the Holy Spirit, and become the vessel
of His love to others. If there is
anything I have learned about me, it is that what I want, or what I think, is
seldom aligned with what and how He thinks.
So perhaps better He runs my show for me. And perhaps better I just give Him the keys
and sit back and watch.